I come to notice that nothing heals but grief and sadness when you lost someone important near you.
I’ve been heart-aching by the loss of my father for four years and then another grief for losing Sadako instead. It’s much wonder no ache or breaking heart to my father any more but feeling new sorrow for Sadako.
I’m sure feeling in my heart can’t be sorrowful for the double or triple grieves at the same time. The latest one is the biggest sorrow in my heart and memories.
Now my memories are full of grieves but being healed by the new one. I’ve finally learned how to accept the facts including much feeling in my life. I’m getting stronger and stronger but tougher and tougher as well.